thanksgiving

Hello, this is me, Bianca, again :) I'm writing here to inform you that I love my life. I have many so many blessings to thank for. Thank you, God, for my wonderful siblings, mum, dad, uncle, aunt; all family. Thank you for my mind. Thank you for my amazing friends. Thank you for my awesome boyfriend. I am so happy. I wake up with such a huge smile on my face. Today I'm NOT drinking, sorry friends. I promised my mum that I will not do it. I hope that you also have a fantastic day. I know you are somewhere there, no matter who or what you are.

oh wow!

Today I had a nice talk with K. When she's calm, she's really OK.Now I'm eating a sandwich and starting to play with English.Today I understood that I'm no the ONLY one,however; I'm the SPECIAL one :)

I don't want to even think about it

Everything would be great but I am such an egoistic! I am such a cruel person. Help me,God, help me to choose the most correct decision. I need you right now! Give me a signal, please!

ice-scream

I did it. I ate a  lot of ice-creams. Oh god, nothing (besides M's tongue and water) will land in my mouth but god, it was delicious as !!! Oh, mmm,mmmm. Sundaes are so delicious. And now I am a happy man, but fat, mwhaha. Btw, ice creams are rather healthy in my opinion. <time to find out> Yes, they are. Ice creams are healthful; they cotain a lot of magnesium, raise one's spirit and they are not so caloric. Wow, I am so crazy <almost like a character of my book,pfle>. Guys, I seat too much on facebook, I'm going down and up, up and down.Haha, it's funny that we all found out about a boy who lives like 6 kilometers from us. It's all because of games! :)

sunshine

I haven't learned today much. Basically, I've made a little nothing :c However, A wrote to me! <sensation> He still remembers about me, how sweet. He even said: "I miss you :*" Oh no, I am going to cry.I waited for it for such a long time. Too bad that now I have a boyfriend. No, not too bad. I am really happy about that. Yesterday was nice, tomorrow is going to be even better. Just need to practise after school. It is going to be great?

horror night with M

I watched a great document about education (not only) in US. Of course I knew that schools just want to earn some much money on us and we live in the system.. However, for a long time I haven't thought about this. You know, I was learning and I just got into. Today I don't regret about that I learn. No, I am very glad that I do it and I think that it's a great thing. Whether schools want to earn by me or not; I want to be a well-informed man and I know that I am going to be :) I'll do some things and then M will come ^^ Are we a couple, are we? Are you going to make me even happier? And,oh, we're watching a horror :)

day at different places

Today I was with K to stow her papers. Then we went at secondhand. I bought for myself two books, two shirts and vans shoes ^^ Then we came back to school. I wrote a little with M. Tomorrow we are watching a horror :o I hope we're together. It would be so nice. K asked me if I was with M or A. Haha, A! I have never been with him, wtf. I know, I wanted, but.. Now I don't want dot I remained on SKS. After this I met W and we walked to his home. I chose a movie and listened to his music. At home I ate dinner and surfed the Net. Remember guys, love is in the air <3

close your eyes and kiss me

I need to state some things. Of course, insecure has its positive and sides, but we should know what we look for. If its just a short-time fun for him, I don't want to be a part of this. However, life is great and I am not going to take off a smile from my face :) Ha, and I just knew that it was going to happen. Today is going to be brilliant as always. I just want to know if I am in or out. I'm done.
       Ms. S was talking her story on a math. Now I know that she can't play chess, but her friend can and he does it very well. I also found out that she has taught in our school for over  20 years.Whoa, she's a good player. Ms. Pawlak in turn was telling us some stories about Germany  and world war second. I also have talked with K about M and about  my departure. Should I?

ha!

Mona, who's laughing now? Me! :)) It's from happiness. Things are really great. M :dd Sweet <3 Haha, it's funny that he bites me in my lips. Wow, life I love you. Hell hell yeah! Is everything real? Is it? Tomorrow I'm going at he's place. Gotta be great. How can I think rationally when my mind is to blow up? Ok, calm down, Bianca. Oh, I knew it, I knew it!! :dd Today let's talk about something light, which everybody likes. :p No, not this. There are many moments in our life when we shouldn't laugh. Of course, these we have little less, but it's a "must". For example at funerals we shouldn't make jokes, it would be inhumane and irrespective.  However, usually a man knows when what he should do. The thing is that many people are one of these lazybones. Are you one of them?

when things go further

I eat way too much. I sleep way too much. I exercise too little. I learn English too little. Ohmy! I should do so many important things, but some other matters have also to be completed.I need to start my ideal life. Things are really complicated and I have a period. I gotta open up! First of all, I am going to sleep. Bye, friends.