love is blind

I haven't written here for a while, because I was at camp. It was (beside holidays in us) my best vacation. Year ago at another camp wasn't so great even in half. There are many reasons. One of them are people; smart, funny and nice. (a great example is M, isn't hee?) Maybe food was worse but place to sleep was 1000 times better (houses are the best). I also loved singing workshops.The teacher was very creative and funny. I liked girls much... However, I missed M as hell. I don't know why I was so cold when I came.. I called it after-camp-depression. Now I have some time to say goodbye to my friends. Of course I will always love them, just like M...

how would sound the title of your life?

Life is amazing if you just let it to be. We have finally a nice weather, however it could be even better.  I haven't written here for some days. I just haven't had time, you know - boyfriend.I hope I will not ruin his life or break his heart. He says he loves me... I say I love him.. But we know each other not so long ; how could he love me for such a short period? I do not know. How I could love him for such a brief time? Ok, I am going to learn something and need to read, unless you want me to wither :x

everyone writes his book

Days go through and if you do not catch it, you will lose it. So live, like tomorrow would not be there.. As if it were your last day, last hours of being on this Earth Would you miss it? I think you would. I know you love watching waving ocean, listening to rain and dancing on my new Volvo... But I am not sure if you know how much I love you... Are you even listening? ... Why are you here? ... Are you listening?... God, I cannot live like this.
CHAPTER 1: THE CHANGE

flies can't give me sleep

Life is great. I love it in every single second. Today I am going to stay at M. I do not know if it is a good idea or not. Moreover, I have a period. Fuck, I need to go to the doctor with this. It cannot ruin my life. Besides this, I spend a lot of time with him and with my other friends. They are really awesome and I love them much. I am going to miss them all. They take up much place in my heart. However, they are living all the time and I am going to have them through my entire life, so situation is not critical. I plan to call to them once a week and write with them on facebook. I hope they understand me... Oh, and after being a month there, I am sending them a package with presents :))