question of the day

I am doing fine. It's interesting, but my mentality is probably getting worse. We'll see. I am a little tired. Tomorrow is really important because I retake a test for A++ . I have to do it, please God, give me a chance, please! And tomorrow is the last day before trip, nice :d :d What am I doing, people? Will I ever get the answer? Who is crazy? Me or the whole world?

skeezering

wow, what a life, what a party! It was amazing, really amazing! Picnic was weak as always but then.. Me and D had the same feeling of too-much-being-sober. It came O, M, and M and it started. Then the rest joined us with A including! But he wasn't so interested (as I wanted) to me. He was but.. Oh, holly shit. But i think that if I tell him this, he will react properly. I hope so. We'll see with time. Everything comes with time.. but is it about time? NO! It is about the reaction. I need to learn, read and run/exercise, cause I'm going down. (Am I?) Ok. But why??? Hmm, ok, we got to live further and further... I trust that he though will understand me. He got to.. Wow and it was close to kiss the others. People pushed me away from boys, haha. I am such a molester :o Really. I desire that M an K won't talk about this whole situation. God, I am skeezering. And you, why are you doing with her? With her?!

i love it

Today was a really nice day :) I was in M1 with Martyna. It was very, very funny. I bought for myself a swimsuit, a sweatshirt and snickers. I like all things. I had to plan to sleep at Caroline's but it didn't work out. Oh, and the other Caroline brought me a sandwich to school, so so tasty. I love life, don't know how about you. It's just wonderful :> :* <3 muah!
But it's better if you do

fever

I don't know what exactly is going on. I have to think in English; think like an Englishman or American. I choose American but it is, or it w a s, nearly the same. As we all know, Americans origin from England. However; now Americans are like a badass version of UK. But, hmm, Uk isn't kind at all. Shit, what happens, I am weird as never.

I am so heavy

Mehehe, 3rd place, not so bad ^^ At least, a podium. I will learn English, then school and read some book. Order without principal matter. What about my heart news? Hmm. It's regenerating at the moment, thank God it wasn't broken, so surgery wasn't so serious. On Wednesday I'll probably visit my aunt, I hope so. I need to read some smart books. I need to talk like a smart, too ^^ but I'll add some humor.  In the opposite way, I will be brain-lacked :o Wow, A/O K is really smart and intelligent, I really do like him! But he.. God, you, desperate woman, what the .. are you talking about?! And that's why I really need those books. Tomorrow Tuesday welcomes you warmly. STOP! You're doing it again, think about NOW. Ok,ok.
  GAME IS OVER,
                                     YOU WON

now everything looks different

I haven't written for like 3 days :o I missed it. Blogspot, I love you! <3 I hope that tomorrow I finally get my phone. God, how long do I need to wait? :o You know that I'm not so patient, I'm an Aries. This week I did a lot of exercises, NICE! ^^ I just need to take the rest of test now. Oh, Today I started to realizing my ambitious plan. I want to make my mum slim and smart. I know that it's completely POSSIBLE, I just need to devote a lot of time. Whatever, I have to change her. Tomorrow contest, I hope it will be OK :) Gotta go, bye :*

I am always positive :>

magic moments happen when we close our eyes, stop think about who we are and start think about what we do. We get in so much that we don't want to stop this. And when the end is so close, that you know about it, we are sad. ( a little) With time we forget about sad things and start to live happily. I am happy, really I am :) I know that something good will happen in a few days ^^

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I fucking need you!

talk to me, baby

What can I say when all words were said and silent isn't also a good point? Shall I start another stupid conversation or shall I be quiet as this possessed man? I know I should talk. Ok, then talk the words sitting in your mind. Throw them away, let them fly, fly away. They need to be free. Even  when it's bad, talk to me, talk.. Talk to me when you smile, talk to me when you have the worst day in your life, talk to me if you have nothing interesting to say, talk to me when you want to have an address. Say, say that you love me, or hate me... Just talk, I wanna hear your voice.

finally a smile!

Today was such a nice day! A lot of learning, a lot of exercising, a lot of thin king. I also visited K. I am so glad that I was yesterday at O. She comforted me so much! Now I feel happy and fulfilled, well, without one SMALL thing. I will figure out something tomorrow or maybe not, we'll see. Now I'm going rest. ^^ goodnight! *__*  

stay healthy

Healthy way of living:
- sleep for 8 hours
- do some workout ; running, exercises etc
- eat properly: a lot of proteins, 5-6 meals per day, a lot of vegetables and fruits
- drink much water (2,3 liters per day)
- do your hobby
- learn and read
- love someone
- meet with people, have friends
 I guarantee that your life will be great! :)

What a day!

Oh man, so much happened, so much. But the funniest thing is that probably nothing will change so much tomorrow. I just say something nice to him, I will be shocked, then I'll smile. What's next.. I bought some new things... I need to learn sonnet 49 by William Shakespeare. I write shits on this blog, thank God that I don't do it on my second!

my dad is going to buy me this!

My dad is going to buy me SONY ERICSSON XPERIA X10 MINI PRO ~ yay! :d I'm so lucky. Weird things happen and it's getting me feel weirder a lot. Goddamnit. We'll see what will bring tomorrow. Sometimes is worse, but mostly tomorrow is better. Of course, it begins freaking beadly with "omg, i'm not waking up" but the it goes better and better and at the end of the day, you don't want to go sleep. Hm, that's weird too. Need to eat healthier. Nutrition is one of the MOST IMPORTANT thing in LIFE. To live long, we have to stay healthy. I'm going sleep, buy! *__*

what about... ?

Some people are really weird. I just don't get them. For example, I don't understand A. What the ... is he doing? He's really unfair to me. He shouldn't e so cold and hot for me; it  makes me crazy. He should have a contact with me. Ok, I'm talking and talking but probably it's my fault. I am really crazy but I love it.
                           Yesterday I was reading a prayer for like 800 people and I hadn't been stressed out. I have  a talent to public speeches. I know one thing: I am not afraid of living! I love world and world loves me. Thank you for attention, I love you! <3 <3

untakeitoutonen

I did it again and again and again. I'm inconsistent. I do what I want without looking forward.. and sometimes I ith really like this ^^ I need to meet with A and talk with him, without needless people. Only I and only he. What it would be? Wow,oh, I have too much testosterone and I'm so untakeitoutonen sexual :o