i'm so heavy in your arms

I can't be so withdrawn. At 4 PM I'm going somewhere. Whatever where... But I can't be also so.. you know... So I'll go for 2-3 hours. Where? A, if you just knew! Oh, if you just knew, what we could do? Oh, if you just knew, what we could do?... I know sad but I never give a damn about the weather and it never give a damn about me.. And so on.. Does he have a girlfriend? Why is he so withdrawn? Maybe he likes boys more :p No, he doesn't see any reason to do anything of this. Yup, stuck  :| But, we're gonna change it. For sure :d Everything will be dancing and singing. Meanwhile, what we can do is just meet with Paula (?) :)