Well, I wouldn't mind if you just kissed me till I'm dead

I am mental, it's scientifically proven. :o How can I think all day about a person who probably even don't like me. Ok, I'm just saying that. I know that he likes me. The thing is that I don't know HOW MUCH he likes me. I don't know we he doesn't want to meet with me. I don't I know why I do not say much about him. I am not sure if he is dating with me. If I knew that, I would talk about him every night and day. If we meet, I would also be happier. Oh, I'm so stupid. God, emotions has such a big influence for my life. Hmm, but actually I love them. They're really great if they're positive. Bad feelings are also not bad if they have a good ending.