skeezering

wow, what a life, what a party! It was amazing, really amazing! Picnic was weak as always but then.. Me and D had the same feeling of too-much-being-sober. It came O, M, and M and it started. Then the rest joined us with A including! But he wasn't so interested (as I wanted) to me. He was but.. Oh, holly shit. But i think that if I tell him this, he will react properly. I hope so. We'll see with time. Everything comes with time.. but is it about time? NO! It is about the reaction. I need to learn, read and run/exercise, cause I'm going down. (Am I?) Ok. But why??? Hmm, ok, we got to live further and further... I trust that he though will understand me. He got to.. Wow and it was close to kiss the others. People pushed me away from boys, haha. I am such a molester :o Really. I desire that M an K won't talk about this whole situation. God, I am skeezering. And you, why are you doing with her? With her?!