about living and pretending that we live

What are four things that you need to overrun to be happy?

1. Eating

2. Sleeping

3. Physical activity

4. Love to others
   When you add them to one whole= you have great basics to live, not just pretending that you live.
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Now I will write about my horrible jealousy. As you know, I am very impulsive and my humor depends from emotions, ( well, not always). Today my luckiness had a rest or I fucking don't know what.  I wrote amazing essay but jury was so fucking uneducated that they would rather give a prize for some novel about shitty love. (and they did)
Fucking injustice. Morons.  Fucking retards. Mother fuckers. bitches.
Ok, now I feel a sight better. I know I should just shrug my shoulders, but I can't :c
I am too pettish about a honor, especially main. Now this situation left me some questions. Is it my fault or is it jury's fault? Was it fair or unfair? Well, life will show. Ok, now there's wayyy too much hate in my biiig and warm heart. I need to feel about something smexy. But, fuck, what? I should make another blog and start writing something with more sense. Not some stupid things that trash my brain. But damn shit, what?
music, sport, fashion, lifestyle? uhh