My life is boring! Sounds enough desperated?

I do not know what the heck is happening to myself. I am acting very strange and weird. I would even dare to say: my life is a typical life of a teenage girl.*I do not like it* Actually, i hate it. Since I was a kid I dreamed to live in a fairy-tale. Well, not exactly in a fairy-tale. Correcting myself; since I was a kid I dreamed to have a life just like in a typical American movie. Have you ever wanted to have that? Maybe sometimes is really similar to a movie but... Oh, I do not know. Excuse me,  ladies and gentlemen, but my mind is broken. It will be fixed tomorrow day.(nobody knows why tomorrow O.o) OK, so I start to behave like a sw33t teenage "gurl". Fucking awesome. -.-
        Why do I think so? The answer is right in a title. I find my life is boring. What could be worse? I hate it that I even think so. Especially, that I have almost everything I have ever wondered. Of course, I would like to have a boyfriend but my polish personality just does not pass to it. It will work in USA. However; to my moving I have to wait 6 months, which is half a year. Farther, I need to study 2 hours per day, do exercise for 30 minutes per day,learn English 2 hours per day and play guitar 1,2 hours per day. Ok, these things are cool. I really love to doing it but I just cannot stand this constant manner. I am impulsive person and I like to do it in my way.
                                      Now, when I complained I feel like a dork! I really want to do these things, really. Oh, how I love this flutter of energy. I am a moody person, really. Once I am happy, five minutes later I am sad, then I feel guilty, then I am veeeery happy and then I just feel tired of changing my moods.
                                                        Oh, God. There is such a mess in my brain. I need to relax.
I even draw an ugly picture!

5 minutes later.
I have just finished to listen relaxing music. I feel more calm. Better.

Now I see it clearly. Fuck, I do not see anything!   I see it clearly, my life is great and my future is going to be even better.  Now I need just to do my homework, play a guitar and do exercises and other stuff.

However, before I end my non-attractive note, I want to consider some ideas to make my life better.
Well, to my brain full of nonsense come some ideas:
* start to paint; whatever what. First we need to try, right?
* start to writing/ reading poems
* ehm, drink Coke at school? mm, fun!
* record me playing guitar
* taking photos
* singing
* making advanced maths

Right above we can see a list of things that I find interesting but I do it not so often, because I think that they are useless. OK, Bianca, maybe they are useless, maybe millions of teenagers do it, but what? We are talking about you, Bianca! Not about someone other.
                                                                          How I love talking/writing to myself. Lovely.
I do not know why I am so moody today; maybe that is because I have period. FTW!
                                                                                                                      lovelovelovelovelovelove